BUDDHA JAYANTI

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 Its BUDDHA JAYANTI, popularly known as BUDDHA PURNIMA, since it occurred in full moon day. It is believed as the birthday of  LORD BUDDHA, founder of Buddhism. I want to wish all my readers a very happy BUDDHA JAYANTI.

The real name of Buddha was Siddhārtha Gautama (Sanskrit: सिद्धार्थ गौतम; Pali: Siddhattha Gotama) who
was a spiritual teacher who founded Buddhism. In most Buddhist traditions, he is regarded as the Supreme Buddha (P. sammāsambuddha, S. samyaksaṃbuddha) of our age, "Buddha" meaning "awakened one" or "the enlightened one."  The time of his birth and death are uncertain: most early 20th-century historians dated his lifetime as c. 563 BCE to 483 BCE, but more recent opinion dates his death to between 486 and 483 BCE or, according to some, between 411 and 400 BCE. . By tradition, Gautama is said to have been born in the small state of Kapilavastu, now in Nepal.

म

लफङ्गो म
पागल म
एक्लो
एकलकांटे म

सबैको उपदेश
सुन्नु  पर्ने मैले
काम बिग्र्यो
सहनु पर्ने मैले

धर्तिको बोज
भागवानको झोक
घरको रोग
सबैको टोक

नरुचाहिएको म
न हास्न जान्ने
न रुन
एकोहोरो म


कहिले काहिं
सोध्छु अफैलाई
को म
कस्तो म

P.S: यो म म होईन :P

Myself

I don't want you on my side

I don't want you hold my hand

I can walk on that road myself

I don't need you or any body else

I know I am not strong enough

I know that road is not secure enough

I want  to give myself a try

I wish to know I can survive

I just can hope I can do that

Please don't pray for what I want

I don't need your permission though

Don't you want me to go??

ॐ

ॐ असतोमा सद्गमय ।
तमसोमा ज्योतिर्गमय ।
 मृत्योर्मा अमृतं गमय ।।
ॐ शान्ति शान्ति शान्तिः ।।

Translation 
Lead Us From the Unreal To the Real,
Lead Us From Darkness To Light,
Lead Us From Death To Immortality,
Let There Be Peace Peace Peace.

I yam what I yam

One day one of my friend told me that I look like one of the ugly (in his thought) character (I think strongest) of famous Hindu epic. Here I should say my friend is a smart guy and here I do not want to describe him as a character of some epic or story. I just told him that he is cent percent right and I know what I am better then him. I just told him that every person know what he is on core of heart and it is not necessary to describe. I feel, friend are those who should try to make their friend know what good thing they posses rather describing what the are not. Here I am not saying come on describe good thing about me but next time when you are going to meet some of your near friend please do not say them what they are not because they know what the are but your words may make them more weak or lead them to depression. Your duty is to make your friend feel good at least when you are with them rather frustrate.

Here what I want to say is every person know what they are and your some bad words make them more confident that what they are not. But I am happy that he describe me as a character of such a great epic. People remember him for what  he is. At least he make a place on history and its not a simple thing. Everyone has not such ability to be remembered for thousands of year.

Have a great day. Feel good for what you are and remember you may be the ideal for someone.

P.S: I could not stop writing this. I just want to say sorry to whom it may concern. Stay cool.

बागमती र म

बागमती फोहोर छ
त्यो भन्दा धेरै फोहोर छु म
अनगिन्ती आफै भित्रका डल बोकेको
बागमती भन्दा धेरै कालो मन भएको


डर लाग्छ मलाई बागमती गनायो भन्न
त्यो भन्दा धेरै गुना गनाएको छु म
असमर्तथा को दल दल मा फसेको छु म
तेसैले मेरो शरिर गनायको छ त्यो भन्दा धेरै

म बागमती जस्तो बन्न चाहन्थे
आफु माथिको फोहोर संधै पखाल्न तल्लिन
तर बागमती भन्दा निरिह छु म
आफु भित्रको फोहोर बटुलेर बसेको छु म

यो त्यो (रक्सि)

यो
त्यो
स्वाद फरक
मुल्य फरक
तर नसा त उस्तै
मजा त उस्तै

नाम फरक

दाम फरक

काम त उस्तै

मताइ त उस्तै

बोतल फरक
बिर्को फरक
शान त उस्तै
बदनामि त उस्तै

The end of day

Here the days end again. Every day at its end I feel more unsecured and more alone. I feel now its over and I am on edge of a river that takes everything with it. Here I see everything has taken their speed leaving me far alone. Everything has been changed, everybody are engaged but I am same useless guy with hands open thinking his day will come. I am on doubt of my future with lots of question with no answer. I know I will die one day. But I fear, do people comes on my funereal or I will die the death of a street dog. I am unsecured. Everyday I pray god to take me because I feel I got no reason to live. Everybody is fake who show tear on there eyes with knife on hand. Here I feel nothing is real and nothing has got their real existence.

But with this all I am living my life, I am enjoying my life. I enjoy the presence of people around. I hope my coming days will be mine and I too will take my speed. I will be more determined, more responsible and collect more strength. No matter what I wish I know on core of my heart the same thing is gonna happen. But who cares. I think this is what life mean. Some one has said we can sum up life on three words, IT GOES ON.
All the best for next day.

Fiction (Fantasy)

One day we will die dear
And I hope we will meet there

Where we can say this is our place
With no one else
This time I will not let you go

I will make you listen my word

The world of we two
Your, mine and our
No borders and boundaries
Imagine we will be their.
No society to quarrel
No religion to follow

Imagine that place
With no heaven and hell
Place with language of love
where we will be our god

Dream

I saw a dream this night. You would not believe what I saw. I was holding stool on my bare hand. This morning I just wash my hand twice. Do you believe I was holding stool on my hand and I was enjoying this activity. What does this mean? I just ask some people whether it has some astrological reason. But no they could not answer my question. Now it was my turn to interpret it otherwise that stool will go away from my mind. Today when facebook ask me question 'Whats on your mind?' I was about to write STOOL. A awkward movement I believe.


Don't you think Stool is a part of us or from us and we just hate the way it is. There are many thing/reason which is stinky more than stool or matter of hate but we love it. We take them with us. We take care of them. We enjoy their presence. I think god was just trying to tell me, if I am suppose to hate stool that is from me why don't I hate those thing, why don't I throw those thing from me, why just I enjoy their presence. Don't you think its true. Don't you think we hold such thing that should not be with us. God try to make me remind it this time. Here I am using word try because its his job to remind and its mine to implement in my way.